thought i have gotten over it long ago.

my friends said i looked as if nothing had happened, and i really thought wow, i could get over it this fast, surprisingly. then yesterday, today.. i realised i werent as strong as i thought. i still check the fb/blog/formspring almost every other day. password protected post- hmm, and i thought wow, it could be for me. i was happy for awhile. because if the post was for me, it meant that we werent through. yet. then, i thought.

now i know its not for me, hmm maybe its time to really let go. never cried so hard, so many times and over such a long period before. one month already. time to let go hmm.

& i hope i really can. bleh.

hoho. havent blogged for so long.

this shall be my reminder mmmm.

jiayou.