Saturday, July 17, 2010
♥ HOW MUCH DO YOU CARE.
i dunno if i should be happy or sad, like seriously with such things happening- not like it is unexpected, but becuase it is expected to come and you fear that they day will come and now that the day has come, the thing that you are most afraid of facing has to be overcome.
you, breakdown.
old frens. new frens. old frens. new frens.
its always a mixture of both, in various concentration and importance.
attachment and bond VS fresh and excitment and coolness.
there's always something to look forward to on both sides (i dun deny)-
you will still get the warmth, but probably of a different source;
you will still get laughter, with the different content
friends will still be there, just that the bond will be weaker.
just wad exactly does it constitute, it doesnt matter,
fragile as a glass is, brittle to be easily broken,
forgotten.
that's why im scared of making new frens cos i scared i will forget the old ones
& i dont want people to forget me.
;_;