Thursday, May 27, 2010
♥ I WILL GET OVER IT. SOON.
trust me. i will!i find myself getting more and more scary la eeks.
for this moment, i can be giggling and laughing happily at all the happy things ard me. my life is supposedly a happy one, cos i know im a blessed kid tg(:wahh but for the next moment, i am stoning and sitting at a corner with alot of things going thru my brain. then i become happy again, sad again happy sad happy sad happy sad happy.
when im happy i feel sad, when im sad i feel happy, i feel happy sad happy sad until im clueless whether im happy or sad. life taught me to be happy, but life tells me to be sad. friends tell me to be happy, so happy first. then maybe, sad.
mood swinging like crazy. i need some emotional therapy i think :O
bleh.
anw, i tink im a genius in creating tongue twister(: heehee.
and i srsly need to start studying. after mondaay. mugging dates anyone?(:
6/25 is seriously adfghjkl la. and point is, i wasnt expecting myself to get this low. i tot the essay could get me a double digit at least la. didnt even know how i was supposed to react when i got the paper back today. hurh-.-
i dont know how to tell me parents;
i dont even know how to face myself.
awesome ._.
anyway, the whole of hc fc left for pahang today, except the dancers and weelynn the poor lil girl. they should be playing and having fun on the coach naooo, aww. feel kind of sad that i cant be there (it's free omg. im a cheapo cheapskate:D cant help it.) but dance night'10 has been what im working for for the past months. it's smth too hard and too wasteful to miss! yupp. so artemis fc, play hard and work hard for people who cant go, like me ._. ! :DDD