there are 1000 things in life that makes you wanna cry and hide and maybe, wallow in self-pity. you feel like you want to forget everything, just cut yourself and bleed to death. but because you give another 1000 smiles to life, you care about others, you sacrifice yourself. you're regretting. that's good. because it is a proof that you want things to return to where those things had never began. if you try, you will.

"At the very least , Let's make my last few days memorable."

that's not being responsible of
you.

choose the way you want, i give up. but i hope i wont see your name in next week's obituary.