this torturous week is finally overrr;D
tuesday- napfa 2.4km. all the huffing and puffing equates to 15.59mins. a D? bt at least i improved for like 2 mins? not that bad i guess:/night was hmm, kinnda a shock, but all's over. i though you were joking the other time, did not expect it to be wells, real. you know i have no idea how to reply..sorry. hopefully you cheered up already! and it didnt affect your tests!
wednesday- finally presented for sci and tech. good or bad i dont know, all i know is that it's over. CIP with mak at bishan lib. practically wasted our time stoning there, talking crap and laughing like mad woman. but yeah, it could have been worse if the other person wasnt mak!;)cried a little during lunch, cos of the stress and some other things.
thursday- chem SPA. not that bad i guess, hopefully. went for maths remmedial, and BO. had a new teacher. she was so so so so so sarcastic, super frank and straight and it was hilarious when she teased the hc guys. going for some "RED CRAB" movie thingy next friday. gonna skip cca, hope jnrs can manage on their ownn!
friday- crap-est day of the week. maths TLE ws 2 due. IH corrections due. physics WS due. Bio cell division quiz. IH environment quiz.
incident in the conference room.
we (me, zexin, karo, shirlynn, mak) have always thought fangming was mmmm,
a obedient little girl. lol. then fangming came to sit with us in the conf. rm
and we were discussing the major "plan". karo said "fangming, so
sorry, u have to pardon us for this..(smth along this line lah!)" and fangming
started clapping her hands! HAHAHAHAHA. and now, the 5 of us realise the TRUTH.
LOL. bt all the plan failed in the end lah, 15 mins for 20 mcqs. busy flipping
through the notes for answers that all of us cant be bothered to put the plan into action.
LOL.
cca was okayy. listening to jnr's speech on current affairs and asking questions was so fun! though suat keeps rolling her eyes at me and wanda for asking hypothetical questions. cant help it=P
journey home was mental torture. started going through all the work i have to do this weekend.
- Lib storytelling trng on sat. (4hrs)
- Dance on sun
- Personal Statement for LA porfolio
- CV for testimonial
- Physics SIA report
- PGA interview: prepare 3 mins speech, research on guiding knowledge and
current affairs (mock interview is next tuesss. T.T)
i breakdown everytime i think of all the crap i have to do. it's dam freaking overwhelming you know!:(
i rant to people, they dont care.
so i have nobody to rant to.
so its either here or to myself. and i choose here.
我真的觉得自己很烂
为什么要一次又一次的做会让自己不开心的事
不做会让自己很伤心;
但做了自己会后悔为什么自己要这么经不起考验
自己就真的那么脆弱吗?
要知道世上的人事物都不是为自己一个人打转的.
加油!