Sunday, May 4, 2008
♥ FCUK IT
DAMNNN. CAN PEOPLE BE LIKE MORE RESPONISIBLE. IT'S LYK FOR ALMOST ALL PROJECTS IM LYK TELLING PEOPLE WAD TO DO, AND THEY ARE NOT TELLING ME WHA TO DO. EVERYONE'S LIKE HECKING CARE. LIKE WHY MUST I CARE SO MUCH ABOUT IT WHEN EVERYONE DUN GIVE A DAMN ABOUT IT.
CHEM SIA, EVERYTHING SUCK. I HAVE TO LIKE GO ASSIGN OTHERS WHAT TO BRING, BUT WHY NOT OTHERS COME TELL ME WHAT TO BRING. TESTUBES, MEAT, LIME JUICE IS A LOT AS COMPARED TO BRINGING MELONWATER FOR ONE, AND VINEGAR AND TEA LEAVES FOR ANOTHER ONE. AND NOW, MY MOTHER DUN ALLOW ME TO FRY IT TOMMORROW MORNING EVEN IF I WANT TO FRY IT MYSELF. LYK WTF. I KNOW ALL THE OIL AND EVERYHTING WILL STINK THE CLOTHES, BUT NO ONE WANTS TO DO IT. WHAT THE FCUK CAN I DO. AND THEN NO ONE IS CARING NOW. I SMS THEM, THEY REFUSE TO REPLY. DAMNNNN.
AND THEN CHINA EXCHANGE PROG FINANCIAL ASSISTANCE, MY MOTHER KEEP ASKING ME TO ASK MS TEO HOW COME ITS NOT APPROVED. THEN KEEP SAYING SHE VERY POOR, SHE'S LIKE A SMALL ACCOUNT ASSISTANCE IN HER OFFICE, MY FATHER'S A TAXI DRIVER AND MY BRO STUDIES IN HCI WITHOUT SCHOLARSHIP, AND THEN ALL HIS SCHOOL FEES IS BOMBARDING WHEN HIS FAS WASNT APPROVED TOO. AND NANYANG AND HCI CHARGED LIKE FCUKING LOTS OF MONEY FOR WHATEVER CRAP STUFF WHICH ONLY PARTIALLY IS IMPORTANT. AND THEN SHE KEEP HARPING ABOUT OBS FEES LIKE ONE CAMP IS WORTH 200 BUCKS. AND SHE EARNS LIKE FREAKING LITTLE. AND SHE INSIST THAT IF SHE DOESNT GET A GOOD REPLY WHY FINANCIAL ASSISTANCE IS NOT APPROVED, SHE'S NOT GONA LET ME GO FOR HTE EXCHANGE PROG. FCUK.
AND THEN OTHER STUFF, CHINESE SIA, NO ONE IS GIVING A DAMN ABOUT IT AS WELL. THE GROUP LEADER ISNT PLANNING ANYTHING. WHEN WE HAVENT STARTED A SHIT ON IT.
BIO SIA DRAFT REPORT, NO ONE CARES ABOUT THE DRAFT DATE UNTILL I TELL THEM ITS DUE TOMMORROW AND WE NEEDA HAND IT IN. FCUK.
IH SIA PROPOSAL, NO ONE INITIATED TO DISCUSS SMTH ABOUT IT UNTIL I SEND A SMS TO EVERYBODY TO MEET UP ON MSN. FCUK.
LA PDD PRESENTATION ON BALLOONS. NO ONE IS CARING. NO ONE BOTHERS TO GATHER EVERYONE TO DISCUSS, NO ONE BOTHERS TO RESEARCH EXCEPT FOR ME AND SOMEONE. AND PRESENTATION IS THIS WEEK. AND WE HAVE NO IDEA WHAT THEY WHOLE POEM IS ABOUT. AND I HAVE TO BORROW SUATTENG'S ANNOTATION. AND FOR THAT, THANKYOU SUAT.
AND YES, CHOIR CONCERT, I WANT TO GO. I TALKED TO MY MOTHER ABOUT IT, AND SHE STARTED SCOLDING ME. SAY WHAT THINK THE FAMILY GOT A LOT OF MONEY. GOT TIME STUDY LAH, IH BLOCK TEST FAILED LIKE SHYT. WTF.
WHY CANT PEOPLE JUST TELL ME WHAT TO DO, AND BE MORE RESPONSIBLE OVER THEIR PROJECTS ADN GRADES. IT'S OURS, NOT JSUT MINE. AND IT'S LIKE FOR ALMOST ALL PROJECTS I HAVE TO DO THE MOST. STOP RELYING ON ME.
IM ON THE VERGE OF BREAKING DOWN.
I THINK MY LIFE IS TOTALLY FCUKED UP.
NO WAIT, IT'S NOT I THINK. IT'S A FACT.
DAMMN.